Tuesday, December 13, 2005

12.13.79

it's my birthday today somebody build me a cake. i'm 26. when i was like 15 and smoking cigarettes and my mom told me i was going to die of smoking cigarettes i was like GOOD I HOPE IT HAPPENS WHEN I'M LIKE 42.

i mourned my youth while i was still in it. how much longer? how much longer until i can't cut through people's yards for shortcuts how much longer until i have to walk on sidewalks like a normal person. i still cut through people's lawns clods of dirt clinging to my grown up shoes dragging sod through the office wondering how many days i can wear the same black shirt before somebody says something. how much longer AS LONG AS I FUCKING WANT.
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