Monday, September 05, 2005

i don't hate you anymore

what do you do when someone you hate walks in to the backyard at the party you're at? and says erin fucking mastermind! and squeezes you, picks you up and tells you you look beautiful, you look radiant. you hold on.

you remember what you need to remember and you forget what you need to forget.

he says he promised himself if you ever spoke he would never bring up what happened but he does and his pupils look like pinpricks but he's clear and coherent and you laugh and then you get trashed playing beirut and go to taco burrito king for steak burritos with avocado and orchata.

and your friends are like god, it's an illness. but if you're holding onto a grudge with two hands it's hard to light your cigarette.
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